My pain, Needs Panacea

I am very lucky that I got appointment as ambassador in safer india which is really best acheivement in my life. Even then there are some elements are trying to make me stumble or stop. Since I got some other acheivement also for bravery and honesty after saving life. But I don't know that how & why many obstacles are rising enroute? I want to share my joy with family, friends, organization & well wishers who boosted me to move forward but such kind of mental tensions (by some?) are not allowing me. Even after such situations I can never feel weaker but there is somekind of depression developed which puts ? that whether my pure deeds will get its recognition ! 

I found that my peoples are getting wrong info which are leading them to opposite direction and when I have done right work and endangered my life then then why I am not getting all the acheievement in reality rather than all these negative environment being created around me? 

I beleive and everybody around me knows what I did and it is sure that Truth always Wins. I never let down those persons and orgs who gave me such opportunity to contribute and carry on the service officially by making it my profession yet what is making hurdles enroute is not palpable. Why I am not getting support from my own people in these paining days? May be due to getting wrong informations which are of such nature that holding my people to beleive and ask me. Still I am not dead and I have struggled and won the 1st  battle in my life to save humanity. 

I trust that I will get what I deserve one day but think that why such situations are not making my people to brood over my situation, are they not concerned?

I can not bear long time by being false (when I am not) in the views of my own people and I know they are getting wrong infos. 

All will be well because my deeds were for welfare and mankind.